If I Die First is a post-hardcore band formed in April 2020 in Los Angeles, California by several members in the emo rap and post-hardcore/metalcore communities.
The original lineup consisted of vocalist Lil Lotus, vocalist/keyboardist Zubin, guitarist/vocalist Braden (aka Nedarb), guitarist/vocalist Travis Richter (From First to Last, ex-The Human Abstract), bassist Nolan Nunes (aka Rake; Ghostemane), and drummer Cayle Sain (Ghostemane, Twitching Tongues). They released their debut EP My Poison Arms on July 10, 2020. .
